I originally started this blog to document my journey as a first time mom with my first baby girl, Kennedy. Steve & I were unbelievably excited to have a family, and we were devastated when we lost her at 19 and a half weeks. It's a heartbreaking and empty feeling - being pregnant one day, and not being pregnant the next. You will always wonder who that baby would have been, who she would have looked like, who she would have grown up to be. Losing a baby takes a piece of you, and it's something you will never forget. I'm not very religious, but I am very sure that what happened to Kennedy was simply unfortunate. I do not blame God, or tell myself there had to be something wrong with her in order to help me move forward. My baby girl was healthy, and perfect. She was beautiful. Looking to God and my faith is what has put me back together. I think that keeping our faith is what puts us back together when it all gets too hard.
I miss my angel more than I can find a way to say. I am very thankful for those that take time out of their lives to let me know they remember, or that they are thinking of her. I am very appreciative of those that take the time to understand how hard this has been. Not a day goes by that I don't think of her, and I believe that she is watching over us knowing we would have done everything we could have for her.
I miss my angel more than I can find a way to say. I am very thankful for those that take time out of their lives to let me know they remember, or that they are thinking of her. I am very appreciative of those that take the time to understand how hard this has been. Not a day goes by that I don't think of her, and I believe that she is watching over us knowing we would have done everything we could have for her.
